Things have come full circle.
I write this from my tent outside the remote cottage on Arran that was the inspiration for Creggan in Tom Corven. As the rain pounds the tent, I am making a few final changes to that manuscript.
That might seem strange given that I completed the podcast at the end of 2005 - particularly so as I have already written the third draft of its successor in the Dreamwords series. I have tried to write the second book such that it can be read without first reading TC. However, it is still a fact that the series starts with that first novel and it makes sense to promote it before I launch Dreamwords.
Thankfully, I have the funds I need to make a real go of this, the bulk of it coming from family. Even so, I will only have one shot and to make sure I do not fritter it away, I continue to live my itinerant lifestyle.
With that one shot, I have to work smart and I have to use every penny I have without fear of the consequences of failure.
The second book in the Dreamwords series is an ambitious novel. At three times the size of TC, it will be expensive to print. For this reason and others, I have decided to run with the first in the series but only if I can prove to myself that it works as a printed book and not just as a podcast.
To that end, I recently hired a professional editor through the Cornerstones agency. I now have that report and I'm encouraged to move on to the next stage. After this final edit, I will print a small quantity (20) of the revised novel and distribute them to a semi-random selection of book-reading strangers. I will ask a simple, two-part question: Did you enjoy the novel and would you want to read the next in the series if it was on sale?
If I get a positive response, I will start running with the project and take it to the next level. With luck, the edit should be complete in a few weeks and I expect the mini-distribution and feedback exercise to take another four. So - I should know in approximately two months time whether my inclination to run with Tom Corven is sound.
I am so excited, it is sometimes difficult to concentrate on the steady work required to complete this edit. After all this time, I just want to do it. Get out there and make it happen. But I must be patient. I must not blunder ahead without planning. I have one shot and I must make it count.